Live like a puppet

I have not been writing for long time. I guess lost my interest of having free will? Well that's not the case. I am becoming more busy to fulfill other people's wish. Ha! Life is fulfilling other people wish. I saw the movie the hours last week. At some point Meryl Streep was saying, we live for other people, that's what we all do. Interesting? Are we really living for other people. It's an very interesting question. Why do we live? Religion says we live for gods, biology says we live for reproduction, society says we live for other people! Nobody really care about myself, it feel like I have no will. Everyone is racing for fare share of my life except me.

Where is my part then? Well some people even think I am nothing but combination of all of them. So, all the things that I used to thought are imposed by other people are actually my wish! I guess those are ward created to make us feel better. But in reality we have no will, let alone free will.